Over the next few weeks, Bella and I fall into a routine. She still enjoys the other guys, but I notice her drawing back from Holden and Nick. Nick has a million things to do considering we’re hiring for the New York location and even Miles barely has time to spend with Bella.
We’ve gone on at least one date a week and they’re not like the ones I was used to. In my past, it’s been a maximum of three hours together, four if sex happened, but I easily spend six to seven hours with her each time.
Rather than distracting with movies, we end up talking. Bella tells me about her but never mentions her previous relationships and when she catches me watching her or really listening, she blushes a little.
We make love every time, and when we’re together like that, I can feel a difference. When she’s with me and Roman or me and Gunner, it’s different. She puts the focus on us, pleasing us and putting on a show for whoever’s in the room. She obviously loves it, shamelessly enjoys it, and I’m pleased to see her so wild and thrilled. When it’s just us, she’s talkative and willing to try new things, new positions, and new places.
I think we’ve had sex just about everywhere in her apartment at this point.
“Matthew?” Bella raps on my office door.
I motion her in and she bites her lip as she looks me over. I’ve been ruffled all day and thinking about Bella definitely hasn’t been helping with that. I’m sure my hair is a rumpled mess, just like my clothes.
“Overworking again?”
“We all are. Preparing for this expansion is draining.”
“So you’re not going to be home on time?” She says it while looking at her tablet and adjusting a few things.
“Unfortunately, I’m not.” I lean back in my chair and stare at the ceiling for a long moment.
“Can you maybe get out on time tomorrow?”
I blink a few times and look over at her. Bella isn’t afraid to say what she’s thinking or what she wants. But here she is hedging.
“If I work enough overtime tonight and nothing wild comes up.”
“Then I can help you relax.”
“Bella.”
“Not here. I know the rules.” She puts a post it note on my desk. “A reminder.”
It just says “breathe and think happy thoughts.” I roll my eyes but thank her just as my phone rings. I deal with everything and end up in the office until ten. I groan when I finally shut down and see Miles leaving too.
He shakes his head. “I’m loving that we’re expanding. I’m all energized.”
“Are you sure it isn’t something else new in your life?”
He thinks about that. “Bella? She’s wonderful. A real delight, but I don’t have much time for her now. It’s a shame. I need her diligence in skill in the office more than at home. I might have to ask her to work late tomorrow.”
“You know she will. She’s dedicated to the company.”
“I’m well aware. She ignored just about all my flirting in the interview. Kept routing it back to her resume. She’s a clever one. She’ll probably get frustrated with us as work keeps picking up. Women don’t like to be left alone for long.”
Something dark passes over his face.
Miles doesn’t talk much about his ex-wife, but every now and again, I can tell he’s thinking about Diana, and the daughter he barely gets to see. Losing a family isn’t easy. He shakes off the melancholy and sighs.
“Maybe I do need some Bella time tonight. I’m sure I can find a place still open, or maybe she’ll still be at the house.”
When we get there, I can hear definite sounds coming from upstairs. Bella whimpers and then the sound of a palm on her ass. “Are you going to behave for me?”
“Yes! I’ll be so good!”
Miles beams. He hurries up the stairs to join. I follow slowly and lean against the doorframe as Roman holds Bella’s chin in his big hand. Her face is flushed, eyes all hazy. Her ass is red and I can see the blatant hunger and lust on her face.
“Tired of being edged?”
“Yes, sir.”
“How much do you want me, Bella?” He rubs his thumb over her bottom lip.
He takes a few steps back, making her crawl to him, but when she finally reaches him, she undoes the button of his slacks and drags them down. She wraps her mouth around his cock and gives a satisfied sound. Her eyes stay on Roman and he nods.
“Look at that obedience. Such a good girl for me, aren’t you?”
I swear she manages to smile despite his cock filling her mouth. I smile slightly. Seeing her so comfortable with her sexuality, owning the power she does have, filling the role of submissive despite everything we know about her, it’s so fucking sexy.
Miles palms her ass, but her eyes stay on Roman. He gives her a rare smile. He holds her hair back from her face and gently strokes her cheek. “Keep going. Don’t get distracted.”
She moans and takes him at the pace he allows. He fucks her throat after a moment and I see her eyes roll back as she takes it happily. I can even see her touching herself while she gives him total submission.
He jerks away before he can come and Bella’s hand falls right to the floor. Roman doesn’t notice that bit of disobedience. I smirk. Miles and Roman turn her around and she gets to ride Roman while sucking Miles off. I’m sure they’re going to put her through plenty of positions.
A part of me loves watching. Even if it’s dirty and wrong and taboo, I love seeing her so overwhelmed and so pleased. When I’m inside her, she makes me lose my mind. I can’t focus on anything, but while I watch, I get to see her come, can see how her body moves entirely, how her face changes as she gets closer to the edge.
Her eyes flick to me suddenly and her gaze holds despite the two men she’s with. It humbles me. I definitely haven’t been forgotten.
“Are you just going to stand and watch tonight?” Miles asks before groaning. “Fuck, baby Bell. So good.”
Roman lets out a wild growl and palms her breasts. “Come join, Matthew.”
Bella’s gaze flicks back to me and I see the same request in her eyes. I walk in and slide my fingers over her clit. She groans and rubs her hand up my thigh. Insatiable and happy as can be.
Miles comes down her throat and she turns her gaze on me. Miles chuckles and pats my shoulder. “Have fun you three.”
Before she can even take off my pants, She grips my slacks and lets out a breathy moan. “Roman, fuck. So deep.”
“I know how to reward you, Bella. You’ve been so good.”
She gives me a smile and then undoes my button and zipper. I help guide my pants down, but she uses her teeth and one hand to jerk my boxers down too. Her lips slide around the head of my cock, but she lurches forward, taking me deep.
I hiss between my teeth and gently rub the nape of her neck. “Easy, Bella.”
“Enjoy him,” Roman orders. “even if I make you come, you don’t stop until he does.”
She doesn’t answer and he swats her ass. She whimpers and nods. I nod as well. With Roman’s consistent thrusting, she bounces between us, even as she trembles and shakes. Her breath comes faster and I can tell that she’s not entirely focused.
“Come, Bella. You have permission.”
She gasps, sucking air over my wet cock, sending a whole new kind of intensity rippling through me. She whimpers, then muffles the sound of her coming on my cock. Roman groans and rubs her hips tenderly.
“You’re lovely, Bella.”
She licks over my cock and I tremble. “How did that feel, hmm?”
“You can answer.” Roman encourages.
“So good.” She gives me a naughty smile. “I like having you both. Drives me insane.”
“I’m going to come down your throat. Come here and let Matthew fuck your sweet pussy.” Roman commands.
The low gravelly tone of his voice says plenty. Bella turns obediently, kisses Roman’s chest, and slowly down his abs. he leans back, a pose I haven’t seen him use before. It’s almost lacking his normal dom energy.
I stroke over her back, towards her hair, trying to keep it out of her face as I slide into her. Bella lets out a throaty moan. I can feel her pussy pulsing around me as soon as I bury myself inside her.
Panting, I fuck her hard and deep. I know what she expects from these type of nights. Roman lets her have control, telling her, again and again, to make him come, asking if she wants to taste him, so much dirty language.
She comes again and drags me with her. I can’t even pull out. She does it to me so often, I should be used to it. I swear, I can feel when she’s on the edge and I can feel the power of her orgasm while I come apart.
Roman isn’t far behind. He groans and rubs her cheek. He kisses her forehead softly. “Good girl. That has to hold you for the rest of the week.”
“Don’t work too hard, Roman. I’ll worry.”
He chuckles. “It would take more than a long work week to knock me down.”
Roman heads to the shower and Bella turns to face me. She worms her way against my chest, kissing my collarbone as she rubs my sides. “You had really good timing today.”
“You say that like you miss me,” I whisper in her ear.
“I have.” Her fingers on my skin are so light that I shiver.
I lift her chin and kiss her nose, then between her eyebrows. “Want to clean up?”
“With you? Yes.”
I take her to the other shower, used to her not bothering with clothes. I wash her slowly and realize how much I like our stolen moments alone. I wrap myself around her as we stand in the shower. She rubs over my arms and leans back against my chest.
“What are you planning for tomorrow?”
“I was going to have you come over and give you the best massage treatment I can manage. Candles, mood music, massage oils. The whole thing.”
“You’re wonderful, Bella. You know that right?”
“I didn’t even mention the happy ending.”
I chuckle and kiss her temple. “Being with you at all makes me happy.”
She pauses for a moment, then turns in my arms. Our eyes meet and I wonder for the millionth time what she thinks when I say things like that. Things that prove she’s more than a fling to me.
Nibbling her bottom lip, Bella presses her lips to my heart. “You make things so difficult, Matthew.”
“Do I?”
“In so many ways.” She sighs. “If I didn’t love it, I’d hate it.”
I arch an eyebrow and she laughs. “It’s a compliment I promise.”
“I’m still processing that you want to take care of me in the non-sexual way.”
“Hasn’t the last month and change proved I want you for more than your amazing cock?” She steps out of the shower and flashes a genuine smile while wrapping herself with a towel. “I’m just hopeless like that.”
Damn, we both are. She’s so easy to fall for and considering it’s been less than three months, that feels dangerous as hell. Dangerous or once in a lifetime. Strange how similar they can look when wrapped in such a beautiful package.
